Hello. My name is Becca and I'm 18. I'm trying to lose weight and then maintain it for my first year at college. This is my blog for right now my weight loss, but later I'm sure I'll get into some of the even more 'interesting' parts of my life. Right now I'm looking for a more 'normal' eating and exercise schedule, but I'm not sure what normal is anymore.
I mostly only follow weight loss blogs and the like.
I told someone yesterday. It was so freeing. I feel like I’m caught between two worlds. One just wants me to be me again. The other insists that I need to get my eating back under control. I don’t know when or if I’m coming back to this Tumblr, but I feel like this is the wrong world for me. I don’t like this world I’ve built for myself, so I’m building myself a new one.
But I’m sure I’ll be back. I still remember my days on the SGD as happy, carefree days. It’s seductive, this disease. Perhaps it will always be in the back of my mind as I eat, or unconsciously calculate calories in my head. I’ll just have to learn how to deal with it.
Calories are invisible, intangible things that we count.
Don’t let them rule your life anymore.
Source: lucifercarl
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